This is what it’s like to have dyslexia. Web developer Victor Widell is hoping to shine a light on the learning disorder with this creative coding simulation.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what it looks like for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So accurate !!!!!!
Oh my god… I feel so sorry for people with dyslexia
Now picture that when trying to write. There are quite a few people who have dyslexia and write a bunch of fanfics and unfortunately a lot of them stop writing after they got attacked by readers about grammar errors even though they were quite minor. It is extremely hard for someone who has dyslexia to write so don’t be an asshole people.
Post
All these college announcements on twitter and Facebook are nice to hear because I know my friends are going to good schools, but it makes me feel like shit. Every high schoolers nightmare and honestly my worst thought has happen to me. I can not even describe the pain I feel when I read these post because it was something I wanted to do so bad. Seeing these post remind me of my failure and make me feel like I wasn’t and won’t be good enough to go to a four year. I was so close to feeling like my life was falling into place that all those years of hard moments school related and not school related were finally going to be in the past and the school I was going to go to would open a new door for me, but the door is locked. I feel as if I am unable to move on and that my life was not meant to go any further. It is so hard going to school thinking this way and now it’s hard for me to even imagine myself at a four year. I know people are telling me I’ll get in when I transfer but everyone also told me the same thing when I applied to college, but here I am going to highline for the 3rd time… I have never felt more like a failure in my life.
Thinking
Doesn’t thinking differently make me wrong or different? I don’t even know. Should I change how I think or keep thinking the way I am? I don’t even know, what should I think, how. Should I not even think
Kill moi
Why do I think about killing myself more and more? Everything now just gives me more and more reasons, I may be different but that’s who I am, but maybe I shouldn’t be here, somewhere else. Someday, I’ll be there and I can’t wait
me: yes self-positivity !!! i love myself! i am a ray of positivity that radiates sunshine and happiness! i am an ethereal creature! i am the light!
me: i want to die i hate myself
I’ve never felt so worthless in my life, my life is a huge failure. I tried hard to get good grades to be a good student, I tried hard being a good person as well but now here I am. I feel like a waste of space, I never thought I could sink so deep in a pit, but I guess I could. I hate living so much right now that I thought about hurting myself to ease the pain. I am a worthless human with no where to go. I don’t want to do anything now even go to school. The only thing I don’t hate in my life right now is Wyatt. But other then that I wish I could die
Love is a drug
Just like a drug your love makes me feel some sort of way. It’s something that no one else has understand because it’s different from most peoples experiences with you and it’s unique to me. At first I was nervous, that all these side effects would happen; I was going to feel pain, confusion, stress, depression, and have a chance of chest pain and many symptoms that I wouldnt be able to shake off. But, despite all the risk and downfall I decided to give it a shot. My mind was enhanced, it open me to new ideas and boy did it make me feel great. I felt like I could do anything as long as I had you. It helped my calm down and become the person I wanted to be. Yes there are moments that make me upset but it’s all worth it for those high moments I have with you. I’ve come to like it so much that I fear that I have become addicted, but no matter.you’re always there for me and give me so much joy and laughter that I don’t care if my body slowly dies out. I’m glad that I got to have a taste of you and I never want to stop. You’re love is my drug and I never want to run out of stock.
